Very rarely do I write an actual post on here..

But I need to vent. Badly.

I hate being stationed so far away. Six fucking hour time difference! I’m separated from my family by a fucking ocean.. All I want is to see them. I’m missing so many things! My daughter’s birthday, my brother turning 18, my son’s very first birthday.. I didn’t even get to be with Megan for our one year anniversary! It just wears on me after a while.. I love the Army, I really do, but it can suck sometimes..